thelast of us entry1

"new" hyperfixation sort of is the last of us currently (specifically thou2) for obvious reasons I keep a framed picture of ellie by my bed so I can wake up looking into her eyes = anyway im trying to write a fanfiction where ellie doesnt leave her family but she gets addicted to drinking dina's breastmilk, why? bvecause I thought it was funny idk. unfortunatley my A in 9th grade english was not relective of any actual creative writing skills so my work is flaming shit. whatever ill try I need to take it less seriosly im writing breastfeeding porn for gods sake. jokes aside the last of us is a wonderful game series and I love the first season of the show. NOT looking forward to the second season though they absolutley BUTCHERED the cast ugh where are my buff lesbians at like sorry bella ramsey I love you but like I need someone else to play ellie for my own well being please. I think kristan stewart would be good like if she just took her love lies bleeding persona and did that I think that would be good. mhm

also an update from my last blog/..?entry? idk man - I belive in my musical skills again wow I can find basslines from the key of a song wow call me mozart.

sorry fuck just went down a rabbit hole of ellie's journal entries on pintrest fuck. UGHHHHH its so heartbreaking ugh like her worst fears ugh ending up alone but like its her fault im so late to this party LMAO erm no i havent played the games im a massive pussy i cant even play silent hill without holding my gfs hand